my life moves so fast right now, im surprised its still february!

i havent had any days off since the last journal on here (feb. 7) and i think im about to lose my mind officially. im stressed out, overworked, and not getting enough shit done in my life. im stuck. dont know where im going or what i want to do with my life. but i dont seem to have the time or energy to figure it out. and this is wrong! i should have life in me, im still young and going places. but for some reason i am fucking STUCK. im working on getting out of this rut. trying to take care of things, one step at a time... if i can figure out which step to take, when.

in other news, i have a baby kitty! her name is ember bell ferrah bailey (yeah, two middle names cuz shes just that badass.) she is a 5 month old calico that does nothing but hang out and chill and play then purr her little heart out. ill be posting pictures, dont worry! shes too beautiful to not be seen! everyone in my house adores her, and everyone she meets wants to be her new best friend. but she sleeps in my bed at night and i wake up to her pretty little face next to mine in the morning. its great! she brings me some life, in this energy-less state im in.

um, id write more but i just realized i have 3 minutes to walk across campus to my drawing class. ugh... another boring day of drawing NOTHING again. (this whole artistic side to my semester is backfiring on me. when they say basic drawing, they mean basic drawing. im bored to TEARS in there!)

anywho, peace love and find your inspirations cuz im still looking for mine.